xmas "celebration"

My bro, my sis n her bf came to Sg to celebrate Xmas at Singapore!! After my sis's visit, my best friend Joyce n her bf came pulak! *busy huh... =D* It's peak season of my personal hotel. *hehe.. should charge more!!*

What's new?? TAKE PICTURES LOOO.... =P pictures speak louder than words ma..

From my experience, blogger doesn't allow me to upload more than 9 pictures in a post. *WHY le??!!* Lazy to compile all the pictures le..

Went to Orchad on 23rd, so we could avoid those crowd!! Didn't wanna to experience it anymore... Once is more than enough for me. *scary u know?! =P*

To please my sis n bro, we went to VIVO!! The nicest xmas tree I have ever seen!! Super the beautihooo... Heard there would be a xmas celebration, mana tau!! NOTHING!!!... =(

Haiz.... forced to go Orchad!! *scary place!!* as always, crowded like hell!!! What to do??!! my sis n bro wouldn't let me go!!! Taking photo was my exciting moment!! An emberassement did happen!! Don't wanna think and mention about it!!

@#%^&*

no mood to work in the morning
no mood to walk on the street
no mood to listen to non-sense
no mood to talk to fake ass
no mood to clean the house
no mood to touch up my pictures
no mood to think of anything...
no mood n no mood... *What's wrong??!!!*

x'mas lo!!

i failed!! =(

I feel freaking sad, heart broken!! Why didnt you tell me earlier since you know the result earlier on??. It's so hurtful!!!

The scene of the day keep floating in my mind, I remember our conversation clearly!! I thought i have already well-prepared mentally, but when it comes, it does hurt me deeply still!!!

I don't wanna face all this!! I hate what I'm doing now!!! I choose to avoid!!! I'm such a coward!!! =(

New year is coming, will it be a good beginning for me? I seriously hope so!!

another new week!!

These few days, keep looking for accomodation in Hong KOng... Hehe... going to HK n Macau next month 24th - 30th. So so so excited!!! can't wait to get there. Will take tons of pic... :D hehehehe....

There are arguements between me n bb during arrangement. I'm the one who compromised. *guai le...??!!* Hopefully everything goes smooth. Now is final decision on hostel, think bb will book it later.

Oh yaa... i'm deciding to change my hair style, mayb will go for "corn" perm when i get back to hometown. Get bored with this hair already... *so fast!!! :P* Have to SPEND again!!! SEI la!! spend so much this month!!! Will declare Bankrupt soon!!! :(

Any kind, sweet people willing to sponsor??!!! :D

10 dec @KL

2nd day in KL, stayed at bb's flat. Meet Shovia n Joyce at The Curve *again??!! hehe...*

Before meeting my bb, went to MV... here are some nice Xmas photo from Mid valley... What a tired trip!!!

Sweet Xmas display!!!!! I love it so so so much!!!!

Nice right??!! Nice right??!!

Of coz can not left out me inside the nice Xmas display!!

Tree with candy!! taste so sweet leee....

Bcheng n me of the day!!!

09 dec @KL

Now only i upload all these pictures. *not my fault!!* Actually wanted to upload on Monday, but then didn't know what's wrong with this blogger!! So spread it to 2 parts, is itbecause we can not upload more than 9 pictures in a post?? *hm....*

Reached KL around 8a.m. *so damn tired!!!* My bro came fetch us at KTM KL Central. My 1st destination was teng teng's house!!

After breakfast, I drove teng teng to The Curve, walked walked and had lunch at this Winter's Warmer!! *my favourite restaurant!!* Nice environment, nice food, old english style!! But bad luck this time because the Macaroni baked cheese which i ordered got funny taste!! *eeeeeeee... yuckkssss!!!* So disppointed!!

N hor, this friend of mine saying he could get staff purchase from Vincci, teng teng n I were so excited trying the shoes, i reserved 4 PAIRS!! But then, 2nd day i went back to him, he said can not get it on Sunday, will help me buy it some other days!!! *damn!!!! LIAR!!!* Don't promise me if u couldn't get it!!! *iiiiisssshhhhh :(*

Xmas is around the corner!! :D the restaurant is decorated with garlands n balls!!

Beautiful tableware is displayed on shelves.

Mixed fruits cocktails!! very the nice ooo...

me n teng teng sweet photo... she looks so young with this hair leee... but can not tell how old she is la... age is woman's secret! *hehehe...*

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Around 5, arrived uncle Tommy's house. Had a very yummy zhu ka fan!! I'm loving it!!

teacher Tommy is teaching tea lesson. See my sis's n her bf so concerntrate in the class...

My uncle took out all his ka chang to let us taste his pu er... *sorry uncle, I don't really know how to appreciate your tea leeee...*

Me, kai jun, kai xuan (uncle's son n daughter)

me n teng teng at uncle's house...

Damn u!!!!

Damn bloody idiot, sucker!!! u know what is happening since last week, but u chose to ignore it without telling me!!!

Now, u left all the shit behind n expect others to clear up!!! u always important yourself, only yourself!!!! U think who u r??!!! For me, u r just a bloody jerk!!!! Don't pretend how "high" u r!!!

I will never ever respect ppl like YOU!!!! FUCK YOU!!!! EAT SHIT LAAAAA!!!!! go away!! STOP making my life difficult!!!!

ai xin breakfast!!

Woke up in the morning *1:10p.m. consider AFTERNOON lo* found that my bb wasn't beside me. How come he didn't wake me up le??!! Walked out from the door n my question was about out from my mouth. Saw bb was frying hotdog, the whole kitchen is covered by smoke. *prove that he is a beginner in cooking lo...* Though my breakfast turn out a bit too salty, but i still finished it happily!!

Thank you baby, u r so sweet... =D

1 year + 1 month

Time fliessss, i have been staying in sg for more than a year!!! *can't believe it!!!* At first, came here for a better "future", but everything seems maintain on the same level. *i mean work!!* I have been going thru upss and downss here. *at least an experience right?!!* Knowing some good friends, gain a lot from them also. *thanks wo! you know who u r right??* Besides, evils do come around also, but i will not give a DAMN looo. *what for right??!! hehehe...*

What's hard for me is ---> balik kampung lo.. keep rushing!!! Too little time for my friends and family and relatives. Kena blamed by my uncle yesterday night!! *feel so bad =(* He said i always "last min" ffk. You think I want all these happen!!! Of course NOT!!! I planned my schedule, things turn out sucks!! what I can do is only say SORRY n SORRY.

Hopefully for this new year, everthing turns good!! *Strike TOTO maybe!! hehehehehehe.... hahahahaha... good luck!!* =D

突然想到。。。

：：争取你想要的，不管结果如何，至少你试过了，好过你连试的勇气都没有：：

至少我是这么想的，可是往往事情就不想说得那么简单，很多时候就是害怕，不明白有什么好怕的！真没用！世界不会因为那一点点小事就变了样呀！！可那小小的事对我来说是大事！！人应该勇敢一些，单是靠想是没用的咯！

但又有人说做人应该脚踏实地，什么知足常乐，也听过一句 “you will be happy when only you stop asking for more." ; "何必为了不可能的结果而执著" *那什么是可能，什么是不可能呢？？* 该如何做还是得靠自己，量力而为，没人能帮你做决定，看你想要的是什么，人生目标又是什么？

我想要的东西太多了呀！ *不切实际！slap slap!!*

睡觉吧！再写下去也没结论! who knows what will happen next right?? Good night my friendsssss...

彩虹

好久好久都没看到彩虹了。。。那天在车上看见一道很漂亮的彩虹。用相机拍下几张照片，好让他留在照片上。就好像想把美丽的一刻牢牢捉住，不让它溜走。可是照片的彩虹已经失去它在天空上的光芒，出色！也失去了意义！

往往我们为了某些事情，把身边美好的东西都忽略，不懂得珍惜。当你回头时，剩下的只是遗憾，时间是不可能从来的，彩虹不见了，还是在出现的。亲情，友情，爱情就不一定有回头的可能！而我一直都在努力的学习珍惜。*谈何容易！=P*

Cutie Cutie double eyelid glu

Since young, I'm always wanting a double-lid eyes... My eyelid is thick n my eyes is small =( You might say, go for operation looo.. easy as that!! *scared ma* To play safe, i bought this Cutie cutie double eyelid glu from Sasa (recommended by Ade)

Cutie Cutie Double Eyelid (SGD 8.55)

~ Just apply and press lightly to create your own double eyelids.

~ A line can be drawn wherever you like, so you can create the look you desire.

~ Fast dryer and good adhesive power, water and perspiration resistant for a long lasting look.

~ Eye shadows and other eye make up can be applied above it.

1. Remove grease and dirt from eyelids with facial cotton wool.

2. Decide on area to create double eyelids and apply fluid onto half-closed eyes.

3. Wait for fluid to turn clear, and then use enclosed stick to press onto the center of where you wish to make the double eyelid. As you press to make the line, open your eyes.

4. Using stick, move along from inner corner to outer corner of eye to adjust the shape of the double eyelid.

5. To remove, place a wet cotton wool pad on the eyelid for a while before wiping off gently.

Ingredients: Natural gum latex. Pure water. Acrylic acid. Ammonia.

Note: Please do a patch test on inner wrist if using the first time.

Please remove before going to bed.

*** I don't quite satisfy with the result lee, mayb not quite used to it yet or i'm applying it wrongly??!! hmmm...Will apply it tomorrow before going to work. See if my colleagues see the different.. *kekeke...*

an occupied weekend...

Took urgent leave last Friday, kok ka last minute told me n you that he was having job at JB. A image flashed in my mind!! "follow him go back KL since he is here" Without thinking much, I get myself ready n travelled to JB accompanied by BB. *too bad, he is not following me go back!!! :(* Kok you was waiting me at JB. *lucky me* We decided to take cab to Skudai so that it's nearer to Senai. WAH LAO!!! he made us wait for 3 hours!!! I started to blame him!!! "why don't u stay overnight at JB?? It's already 2a.m.!!!"

6:05a.m. Reached my sis's house. Rushed to her room n slept. *so damn tired!!* This sis very the naughty, woke us up at 9++ *SIAO BETUL!!!* Then drove her to Uni n went to Sunway. *walk walk looo* When she sms us she had to go 1 hour earlier, Everything srewed up!!!! Couldn't able to meet up my uncle for lunch... n bla bla bla... After arguement, we finally decided to get back Pahang and able to meet up my lovely family!! *so excited!!! so so so miss them!!*

=( quite a lot of unhappy issue happened to my family!!! I dont wanna mention it again and I couldnt do much to help them!! I HATE those people who caused all these thing!!! *wish u really enjoy doing it to US!!!* UNHAPPINESS!! BAD THINGS!!! ALL GO AWAY FROM US PLEASE!!!!! GO FAR FAR AWAY!!! NEVER EVER COME BACK TO US!!!!!

Hereby, i took a beautiful flower picture in front of my house. my baba planted one, the color is so nice!! Hopefully our life will be beautiful as this purple flower.

Haw Par Villa - pt.2

Loving couple?? when only there is no arguement lo.. hehehe....

bb so manja... eeee....

Us at "fa guo san" (flower fruit moutain) *my grand grand grand father was born there :P*

Monkey bb... so cute!!!

yippie in the water!! only got one pic taken, coz the turtle all swam closer, they thought we brought them food... haiya... so the water become wavy... *sorry, no food for u le...*

guan shi yin pu sa & us...
Mermaid-ssss in fairy tales...

Going home soon!! byebye hu bao bie shu... *correct han yu ping yin??*

YES!!! Finally get all my pictures uploaded!!! =D

Haw Par Villa - pt.1

19-11-2006, Sunday

Went to How Par Villa with bb. Last minute decision since couldn't think of any other place which is cheap!! *$$$$$$* Never been there, mayb next time can bring mama they all come visit! =)

Here we are!! Let's go visit!!! follow me...

biebie n me!!

hehehe.. 3 fat fat... ;P

dinasour gal!! geeeeeee...

Babi n BiBi... cute right??

Mi le fo... :D keep smiling, wish that i can b as happy as him...

interesting plant!! the body looks like snake, isn't it??

A corner at How Par Villa... every art piece are so detailed.
I like this shot... seems that we are visiting china... keke... =P

Going in to the ten?? or eighteen?? level "hell" scary!!!

Haiyaaaa.. how come can not upload all my pic?? WHY WHY WHY?? wat's wrong with BLOGGER??? Hopefully can continue uploading the pic in the next post...

wHat a small world

Yesterday night, i went Suntec for my mystery shopper thingy while waiting for my bb. *no fun* Finally, he appeared n suggested go makan. *yeah, i was super the hungry!!!* i wanted to eat something NICE!!! *but expensive! haizzz... :(* Ended up we went to foodcourt instead!! I chose a seat n thoo was ordering me Korean fish rice. The guy beside me was smiling and answered "no body seating" when i asked "is this seat taken?". bb wanted to sit at another table but i just didn't care. *hungry n tired ma!!*

Happy happy shared a fish with bb, the stanley called up, he was just having their exibition upstairs!! *wat a coincident* then he met us there n we chit chit chat chat. A guy turned up n asked us whether we saw the handphone. I remembered that thoo asked me the phone left by the guy but i said its not la, it was belongs to the Ban Min gal. Then we told him to ask the ban min store lo... i tot the gal will return the phone eh. who knows she answered NO!!!... The guy went to management to report lost, there were 2 guys followed him n wanted to check the gal's beg but she refused to let ppl check. Then they were pretty sure she was the one who took the N70 *bb can recognise the phone model somemore!! so pandai!! hehe...* The management ppl said they will check the cctv. *wah foodcourt got cctv somemore!!* We just sat there to be the witness but i'm afraid i might malign her. *so worried!!* The korean food boss was the guy's friend somemore!!! *haha.. funny le* The china gal said that she will return the phone n asked those management ppl to leave but they refused to leave!! *so straight!!* Afterall, they wanted to report police because they didnt have to right to check her beg also. Only at the moment, the gal returned the phone to the guy. *a very nice guy, keep smiling and remain calm all the time.. :)*

He thanks us gave us his namecard. *huh, citigroup director!! didnt look like it leee.. hehe...* he wanna treat us drink afterthat. Since stanley is here, why not? hehe... We met him at Bala Clava, he is from malaysia!! n the manager of the pub is from malaysia too... He knew quite a lot of friends there. We just have our drink n chatted chatted... WHAT A SMALL WORLD right??!! He said if we need help, he will try his best to help us!! *is that true?? hehe..* What happen was like a movie scene.

On the way back home, we felt sorry for the china gal also, she will receive a letter from the management side n her boss knew about the whole case too. Pity her also!! Hopefully everything is fine for her.

ai yo ehhhh

Haiiizzzzz.. WHY is it raining when the time i get ready to walk out from house??!!! =( I don't wanna stay at home!!!! I don't wanna facing the bloody laptop!!!!

Recently don't feel like to blog, I myself don't know why is it so?? I just afraid to reveal too much!!! Decades ago, I did write tons of crabs here... but why not now??!!! Anything wrong?? Anyone can tell me why?? think i'ms tak betul liao, have to seek advise from doctor...

a walk at pahlawan beach

yesterday woke up at almost 2p.m. *hehehe... nice sleep!!* bb called up n "dated" me to VIVO city!! ok... started to tidy up myself. Wah lao, so many ppl there, lazy to walk n squeeze with those shoppers and the place is quite confusing for me. *chao!!*

bb sugested to go sentosa beach!! *ok lo, gia lo* Stopped at Pahlawan beach, 1st time here, normally just dropped at the siloso beach. *hm... nothing much special lo.* But enjoyed taking photo here n there =P *wat's new??!!* When we walked onto the "hill", we found a couple "playing", the guy playing the gals nipple. *eeeeee....* should have taken a photo to show everyone. *hehehe... so wasted!!!* Nevermind, see my collage work 1st. Next time show u the WILD one. =P

Have my breakfast 1st, later continue buat kerja!! *damn!!!! kambateh!!!*

so cruel yet so true...

Received an interesting article from a friend but i didn't forward it to my friends, you will know why after reading it. *hehehe... =P* It's not 100% true but 80++%.

It's kind of sad when a bf write such letter to a gf on the special day. He has forgotten all the happy moment they spent together * : ( sounds freaking bad!!!* hopefully my bb will only memorize those negative moments but my cuteness & sweetness. *blushed* =P

Happy Deepavali!!

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Been long time didn't blog. Was busy doing the bloody portfolio, haiz.. killing me man!! *What to do??!! I can not give up!!!*

Today everyone was gathering at the office for Deepavali celebration! Potluck!! =D I made potato salad, luckily they like it!! Coz I placed my "heart" inside too... *hehehe... more potato salad coming!! =P*

Did henna tattoo for my colleagues and I enjoyed doing it coz they were happy with my "artwork" =) *pic attached... nice ma??!!* Whole working day is like a holiday for office gathering!! So excited!! *hopefully everyday is like today =D*

Lastly, Happy Deepavali n Selamat Hari Raya to everyone!!! =D

belated Mid-Autumn festival celebration!!

hehe... damn lazy nowadays, face the laptop everyday, but then... do nothing!!! Actually i have a lot of task need to be done... haizzz... :( ended up still use this useful slideshow to compile all my pic!! Very easy and fast!! *thanks ping! :)*
super happy in the hometown!! celebrated the mid-autumn festival with my lovely family in kapmpung. So many years didn't hang with them in this important day!! hehe.. next celebration would be Chinese new year. Can't wait can't wait!! =P

口硬心软的爸爸

昨天， 妈妈叫爸爸买roti canai给我们做早餐， *真不孝！* 爸爸却说roti canai是最不好的食物，可我想吃呀！于是就叫杜去买了。

当杜买回来时，爸爸手上也拿了roti canai，面粉糕和亿面。 *哎呀！好感动！*这就是我爸爸，总是口硬心软，但是最疼的还是孩子。 *妈妈有时也会吃醋呢！*

他总会把最好的留给我们，从来就不会对我们说“不“，可是他表达的方式就很不一样，都不会把爱挂在嘴边。

Happy 中秋节！！

snow in my mind

How does snow taste like? NICE??!! *hmmmm... ???*

After chatting with this Janet(a friend i knew from a course), her msn pic all with those winter clothing!!! I tempted with those cloths le. *i wanna go also one day!!* Since young, I always want to go snow mountain. It looks so cool n cold!!! *very yao ying! =P*

Last night, I told my thoo, "I have decided to go snow mountain! Any place can do!!" Then i started browse those travel packages, wow.. expensive leee.. must start saving!!! Before sleeping, we imagined we r on the snow mountain!!! ehhehehe.. then keep joking this n that.. hahaha.... funny leee

busy weekend

Times flies, especially in weekend. *i want a long one!!* busy doing work which i promised to meet the deadline. SO!! Must finished up everything on time.

Moon moon stayed over night my house last night. Thoo forced to become chairman of the living room. *hehehe...* Had lunch with Moon n then came home to continue my sleep. *too tired!!*

Tomorrow is another working day!!! Happy??!!! I should!!!! I LOVE MY JOB!!! =P

*the post title "my bf" was my bf's post!! 38 him, kacau kacau nia!!*

my bf

my bf good good

who to be trusted??!!!

hm... I have been thinking of the same topic again n again. *siao!!* I really don't know wat's right n wat's wrong. I'm over soft-hearted, when ppl treat me a bit nicer, I tend to trust them n tell them my every single secret. *this weakness will kill me one day!!* I know that I'm wrong, not all ppl are sincere to u though u give them your heart. Ppl tend to take my trust for granted!! I know i'm damn stupid! I hate myself being so naive! I should have learnt the lesson! But why i'm still repeating the same mistake!??!!!! *stupid. stupid. stupid!!!!*

haizz... I only give my blog add to whom i trusted all the while. I hope u n u wouldn't be the one who betray me though i don't give a damn la!! *hehehe...* Because i was the one who choose to trust U. Sooooo.... I have to take the risk.

Sushi, I like!!

I woke up around 1pm today, too tired last night! Then Thoo called up to meet at Harbour Front shopping mall for SAKAE SUSHI. *yeah yeah!! :D* There is a 9 years anniversary promotion SGD9 for 9 coloured plate except the red coloured one. *worth it right??* We ordered at Terriyaki Chicken ramen n had 9 plates of sushi... It is just nice for both of us!! Tomorrow going JB to have my favorite Secret Recipe or maybe Kimgary if it's opened. *feel hungry while thinking of those yummy food :P*

Wanna go sleep before it's too hungry because i'm not able to sleep when i'm too hungry... Good night guys n gals... :)

a farewell night

a night out with my colleagues for Max farewell. *Goodbye Max, All the best!!!* Had drink at Ice Cold Beer, it just not enought. *Hehehe...* then we headed to MOMO. 1st time there, quite a nice place. Enjoyed so much with them!! I didnt go club for decades. Craved for it so so much!!! Finally i get released!!! Thanks guys, u made my night!!! :D

thank you so much MS LEE :D

2 hours ago, i was still freaking sad because my wallet lost!!! hm... then went to the toilet at least 5 times n also customer service n my store. Still nothing found! Then i went to Polise Post to make report because all my important cards inside the wallet. haizzz.. i was so disappointed while cursing the one who took my wallet... *so sorry :(*

Just now my HR ping called up, saying someone found my wallet and gave me a number to call.

elun: hello... ms lee please..

ms lee: speaking

elun: i lost my wallet...

ms lee: yes yes i found it in the toilet, i was waiting outside the toilet around 15 minutes, no body came n look for wallet. i was thinking pass the wallet to the security or polise, but i afraid they might take your money coz u r not singaporean... so i keep the wallet n try to get u, i know u will so worried for sure... i will pass it to u at Paragon tmr, or u need it tonight?? *wah..!!! such a super NICE, HONEST person*

elun: it's ok, i will see u tmr, thank you ms lee, u r so nice, so nice, thank you very much, thank you...

Can you imagine how lucky i'm. I was so touched by this Singapore lady. I wanna say 100000000000000 thanks to you... MS LEE. i love U!!!! :D

(*-*) + (*v*) = {forever love}

balik kampung 记。。。

elooon n bb's photo taken at woodland KTM checkpoint. balik kampung soon!! *excited!! Happy!! yahoooo* Normally when i get in train or bus, the 1st thing i will do is to get myself in a comfortable position to sleep. What I have been doing all the while is lay on his thigh or chest. *most comfortable pillow in the world for me!! :D* then sleep all the way home. :)

Was super duper busy at hometown. Mummy cooked me nice soup, my favorite kangkong n so on. *yummy yummy!!* then start helping my bro to do his assignments. haiyoooo... i wanna chit chit chat chat with all of my family members lee :(

Then after having dinner, have to start rushing the work, it's killing me man!!! facing the laptop whole night until the next morning 7am. because my bro leaving at 10am train. Haizzz... wat to do!!! 10am, awake by mommy to go mengkarak!! wah lao!! damn sleepy man!! have to wake up no matter what because too little time for my sis n parents on the saturday. Eat eat eat again! time flies, it's time to go back to sg, mummy n baba n my cutie nephew teman me to bus stop. *sob sob, don't feel like leaving :(*

When reached sg home, it's already 6am!! i got to work at the morning. Jump on my bed. *zzZZZZzzzzZZZ... with my baby* Dreaming of my hometown because i can live like a queen. hehe..... eat eat eat!!!