waiting

Whole world is waiting for something special. Keep waiting and waiting. It's kind of irritating but nothing we can do. It's not up to us to decide nor say a single thing. =(

There are upsss and downsss in life lately. I'm learning to cope with it. I'm trying so hard, I don't know whether it's working or not? It's just like gambling. I really what's going to happen next. It's really unpredictable. Things are driving me crazy...

p/s: Got what we have waited. It's damn disappointing!! haiz...

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I start calling agent for a room. Due to some issues, we have to move from the current place. I hate moving around!! I want a home, which I can really stay without moving here and there. Since my college life, I have been moving for more than 6 times. This is the N time. Super sian lo... I want to settle down, I don't want to move here and there!

This evening, went to see a unit at Holland Village. The aunty so not friendly lo, restrict people o only wash cloths once a week, can not cook la, this and that la. Besides, the house also not nice. So don't think i will want to stay in such house with such owner. So have to continue searching... and searching... arhhhgggg!! hate it... Have to start all over again. Anyone can help?

After the viewing, went to buy ah po chap fan. I ordered rice and soup. The time i wanted to pay, then I find that I do not have cash!!! wah lao eh... so paiseh lo... *blushed blushed* I told aunty, I'm staying next block, can I come collect the rice later because I forgot to bring money. SUPER BLUR le!!! This aunty is different lo, she said, you don't have to purposely return me the money, pay me next time when you come. Think she remember me! hehehe... 2 aunty with totally different character =D So must remember to return ah po the money hor!! REMEMBER REMEMBER REMEMBER!!!!! DON"T BE SO BLUR CAN??!!!!!

复杂

刚刚从超级市场买了牙刷，面包，热狗和维它精。一个人走，一个人打包吃饭，一个人睡觉，真的有点不习惯。这些年来，都依赖着他，他会帮我打点日常生活的点点滴滴。东西用完了，他会补充；我饿了，他会打包给我吃。现在的我，什么都得靠自己，虽然不是很难，但这些过渡期有点不好受！

在想，我们到什么时候才能真正的放下对方呢？看回以前的照片，有好多好多的回忆，真的好不舍得。到现在还有那种很复杂的心情，是爱？还是一时的不习惯？为什么事情会变成这样？是不是每个人都会不舍得？这些问题总有一天会有答案吧。。。

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好久没来留下些什么。。。

最近，事情变复杂了，我也不懂我是否太冲动了。做决定的是我，矛盾的也是我。毕竟在一起那么久了，说放下就能放下吗？不舍得但又可以怎么样呢？拖拖拉拉也不是办法。

他说我太任性了，他一直都在让我，包容我，疼我。我却没乖乖的。也许这个决定对你，对我都好吧！以后的事谁也没办法预言，就让时间去证明。

很多朋友都在勸我，为我感到可惜，我知道你们很关心我，为我好，真的谢谢你们啦！ 幸好有你们陪我 =D

我也不知道未来会是怎样，希望十年后的我不会后悔我现在所做的决定。

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took the pic from kitchen... Orangy sky... I like!!

confused...

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2008 company dinner

FYI, many leng luis in my company lo! =P I only upload pic which contents me! kekeke... *zi lian ma*

fun fun fun, lunch kaki they are!

Sab, Linda and elun... sticking together! =D

Pretty gals and 1 handsome boy

lunch kaki... Why is ling hiding behind?

red(Yen) in the dark!

my partner, kunny

design department, except Ling and Darren, nge nge wanna take with us... hehe...

uncle Richard and me

us again, keep taking pix!

Jason, Mike, Uncle Richard and me

my baobei, pretty & sexy right?! *muakzzz*

5 of us, newly group jie mei, the 38-est in the company i guess except me, kakaka...

yippieeee, but then... no lucky draw for this year, sian super!!!

again... US!!

big group photo, can spot me?


second round of the night...

We went Indo Chine for drinks, the night is still young ma

baobei n me =D

Sab, ling and me, we supposed to have ghost face!

sab, harry, ling, me, ade and linda

Vietnam trip

Hi friends, am back! hehehe... just lazy to blog. Many photos to be touched up.

Went to Vietnam for business trip with Patrick last month, 25th Jan (if not mistaken la) I almost forgot when I went. *blur me* too many events going on. 2 business trip last month, then company annual dinner, then Chinese New Year, then my cousin's wedding, then Valentines day. Also, busy shoping for myself and family.

By the way, Happy Chinese New year to all!! It's not too late right? =P

Photos for Vietnam trip...

Lake... I forgot the name. Hehehe... there is a temple in the middle of the lake. Heard from the locals, there are many lakes in Hanoi. This is only one of those.

me beside lake.

Mushroom steamboat. *yummy* See the Whisky on the table? They love drinking! Patrick got drunk everynight. Wonder why should he drank so much? According to him, "yin chou" wo... But still, drinking too much is bad for health lo.

the hotel (or motel) we stayed. Kaozzzzz.... Such a lousy place to stay. Know wat, budget all gone to night clubs and whisky lo... Pity me... I could only diam and stayed for 2 nights. I think Vietnam is really more suitable for guys.

Their main transportation in Hanoi. Power lo, the way they ride. Really scary!! Can go to this link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y_5uMtPqPtQ, to see how's the traffic. No joke!

There is 4 seasons in Hanoi. The time we went was Winter, so it was quite cold, about 12 degree celcious. Luckily I was well prepared. =D

They sell things everywhere on the street!

We went back to the same lake! Nice scenery.

Hanoi City!

cold cold...

Dinner time... had their local beef noodles.

hm... we took a 2 hours tour with this bus. I felt sleep on the bus lo. Nothing special for the town also. Just because it's damn cheap, about 50 cent SGD for the tour, so we went for it.

a old tree besides the lake.

supper at a Restaurant. It's built for over 100 years! The interior and food are not changed for over 100 years too! It attracts many tourists, included angmohs.

This is what we had in the 100++ years old restaurant. Very special! And yummy too =)

Last day for the trip, took a photo with the staffs. They are friendly but we hardly communicate because we speak different language. Oh ya, I notice, most of the Vietnamese girls are pretty! =D

gathering

Went for Yoga Therapy this evening. My body is aching now. *sigh*

Tomorrow would be another tiring day. Will have another gathering with colleagues again. Might go bowling. Not sure yet. You know la, girls gathering always more ma fan. Very indecisive yet this is us women! =D

Yesterday came home about 12a.m. Went East Coast for seafood and la teh after that. Linda, Patrick and Jimmy treated us the dinner. THANKS for inviting. And this Jimmy and the girlfriend were so nice, sent me home. But damn paiseh, direct them to the wrong way. I'm stupid, don't even the way home. =P

me and Linda, she just had her new hair cut. I want a new hair cut too!

"forced" to take picture with Patrick =P

Uncle Richard and me, we are friend friend. Just had some argument last few weeks. hehehe... btw, he is nice uncle, sayang me also. Just that too "small gas" at times =P

Group photo- Richard, Eric(ex-aussinian I guess), Kun, Yen, Patrick, Linda, Jimmy and his gf(Pearly)

Patrick, elun, linda and Jimmy...

many thanksss

I'm back from Bangkok yesterday. Many first time for this trip. First time for oil massage, cost me 500 bath(SGD20++). First time watching Tiger(Thai girl, now then I know why it's called TIGER, thanks Linda) show. It was gross, pity those girls. First time went for Xuan Lum night bazaar. Many stores there, but didn't able to walk to most of the stores. Was tired and had a glass of beer at beer garden. First time birthday celebration in Thailand.

It was really tiring trip for me. I couldn't sleep well for 3 nights! It was suffering. I kept waking up at nights. I really not used to stay alone in the hotel =(

Pa Phong... the place we watched Tiger show. Nothing really special... show girls more than customer in house. Pity them.

Pa Phong, Night life in Thailand, Tiger show, Sex show and etc...

Patrick n his friend was drinking in Beer Garden, Xuan Lum while waiting for me.

Xuan Lum Night Bazaar, many many shops, alot of sourvenir here...

BTS, train station...

Going back to Singapore lo...

Besides, I'm so blessed to have all the greetings from friends through MSN, SMS, blog and friendster. Received a belated card from Moon and some vouchers from Ping, Kelly and Elsie. Felt so paiseh. *blushed* I was surprised! You guys are so sweet, made my birthday different. Thanks all!

Hello Kitty Birthday card from Moon. *touched* Pic taken using my handphone. Low resolution... *paiseh*

Another surprise from Patrick in Thailand. I didn't expect he would buy me a piece of strawberry cheese cake with candle. He even sang me birthday song! hehehe... At least a simple birthday "celebration". I find him sweet. Ey ey, don't get the wrong picture hor.

My birthday and my Strawberry cheese cake... Happy birthday to elun! =D

p/s:: pictures to be uploaded soon.