Monday, July 10, 2006

... 人生

我一直都在烦这个,烦那个。在想为什么就是非面对这么多事情,人。我好不懂得做人,很多时候我不知不觉的得罪了人,我自问对得起自己,但对别人投来的眼光,我会不断的思考我是不是又做错了什么。我承认很多时候我是敏感了一些,但也有很多时候我是对的。

对事业,前途,我可能就快得到不样的待遇,但我能应付得了吗?我没太大的信心,这是我想要的吗?我到底想要什么?我为什么就那么没目标,没大志?好恨这样的自己!!!这样下去还得了吗?嫁人算了,可是我甘心吗?这么多???谁能给我答案呢?

5 comments:

hapyhippo said...

wow, so tera o, write chinese leh!
at first i tot u copied some meanignful article inside, but then baca baca, oh it is ur own writing!!
so u will be promoted to kun's place is't??? it is a good news laaaaaaaaaaa!!!
u hav the ambition, believe me, i know, cos we are the same, there is someting inside us, ehheh... both of us, born on 16jan, we are not oordinary ppl, we never meant to b orginally ppl who just got marry and stay at home or just b a small clerk...
we have big ambition in our heart leh!
hahahha
so happy to know tat u r getting promoted o, how to celebrate leh???
must come back to celebrate liao...hehehehe

elooon said...

haha.. don under estimate me le!! copy wat le. my chinese not bad one u know. just that i long time no write n read but still not bad la since u were thinking i copied somewhere. hahaha...
i'm happy whenever get ur comment le :D
aiyoooo.. y u so smart one. i never tell u anything le.. but u can guess it right. but hor everything not confirmed yet. just that GM talked to me before. but still no black n white, i don dare to say it's true lo. as usual lo, Axxxxxx style ma. maybe last min things change. who knows... everything is like in planning stage. i'm just like one of the chess. couldn't decide anything. just WAIT n SEE lo.

hapyhippo said...

smart gal! congrats ooo!!
its GM who told u, then must b confirm la. hehehe... effective bila? see, they saw ur hardwork leh, so wat kun do ah? goreng ke? don think so.... hehehe... bestnya naik pangkat...

elooon said...

yoooo.. everything not confirmed!!! don go tell around le.e... :P

hapyhippo said...

hahahha, rest asured, my mouth very tight one la, not even tell stanley pun, hehehe.. anyway i never let him know i hav tis secret garden with u and mine also, ahahahhah....
its only gal's talk, ehehhee