善变的我

最近看见很多大腹便便的孕妇走在街上，公司里就有好几位新妈妈了，这个世界又多了很多猪宝宝 ：）

曾经，我也有过生个金猪宝宝的冲动。嘻嘻。。。 只是想想而已，但如果真的那么不小心，我会考虑把他给生下来。接下来的日子我就得牺牲很多很多，来给他一个好的环境长大。 嘻嘻。。。 我又想太多了！谈何容易！可我真得很喜欢小孩子，看着姐姐的孩子们一天一天的长大，好羡慕！但我还没有当妈妈的条件，因为我还是一个长不大的孩子！*虽然年龄已不小了* =P

如果你现在问我想不想有个宝宝？我的答案是”不！！” 虽然宝宝都很可爱，但我还有很多梦想还没完成呢！有时候也搞不清楚自己要的是什么，一时想要这样, 一时又想那样！在不同的阶段就有不同的想法，是我太善变了吗？还是人生本来就是这样的呢? 我也不知道！但是我已不小了，再这样下去我的人生岂不是就这样白白的过了吗？烦啊！

my S500i

hey hey hey, I have got myself a new handphone, S500i!! U might ask AGAIN?? ya!! again!! keke... I sold the Nokia 6300 to my sister at rugi price last month. I love the handphone actually but because of some personal issue then i get rid of it! =D

Hm... I don't know whether i really like it o not le. It costs me another SGD 400 + SGD 40 1G memory card. My heart is bleeding again =(

From now on, I must really do some saving!! Can't anyhow spend!! MUST think before spending. I wish I can really control myself!. SAVE IT FOR MY DREAM!! =D

elooon's eshop

Money money come!! I want more and more Money!! hehehe... Who doesn't like $$$$$$ right?! Have been thinking ways to get more money. Getting a part time job perhaps.

Today I have a sudden idea ----> sell things online!! So I dig out my "collection" kekeke... I heard bb said anything can sell online!! So why not give it a try? *winks*

Below are my selling stocks, a snake, watering pot from ikea, and a burning aroma therapy set. Publish PostI have yet to decide how much should I sell le. Any ideas??

SPENT again!!

Have been thinking of changing new brand of facial kit. As for previous, I used mixed brand (Neutrogena, Simple, Clinique, Avene) of products. I always dream for having bright skin as my skin is dull. I tried asking friends around me what products is good. And Janet told me Dermalogica is good and I ever used the products few years back. It was fine for my skin but I stopped using because it costs a bomb!!

hm.... after considering for few days, I went Centre Point for skin analysis. The result I got was, my skin is dull, uneven skin tone and DEHYDRATED. So she started recommending me those products which suits me and bla bla bla... Wah kaozzz... Almost 800++ SGD if i took all the recommended products. Then I was like very indecisive! It's very EXPENSIVE lo!! Ended up I got products as below, ultracalming cleanser, soothing protection spray, skin smoothing cream, daily micro-exfoliate, skin hydrating booster and hydrating masque. It cost me 555++ SGD!!! *fainted* The story isn't end that way, I went to JB for some facial. I have tried JeanYip, n another shop. Was ok. Then today I tried Lydia, they are using Dermalogica products. So I gave it a try!! After the facial, I'm satisfied with the result and the service. So I signed on a package, RM 1044 for 6 facial... What's making me heartache is the products in JB is cheaper than Singapore!!! *kill me please!!*

Haiz... I spend so much!! Hopefully it really works, so that I have brighter skin!! =D

a little gift

Yesterday morning when I stepped in my office. There was this small pack of Strepsils on my table. I know it's from Linda, she knows I have sore throat since last week. And I think she for sure knows that I wouldn't go get the Strepsils as she advised. Hehehe... So understand me =D She is so sweeeeett!! =D *touched le* Thank you my baobei!!

hui's convocation

Stay at home alone, took 2 days mc, keep coughing till my heart is pain now. *haiz...* Rained heavily just now, was frighten by those thunder! *coward*

I met teng teng and my sisters last Saturday, lucky my bro lend me the car. *cool* so I can travel here and there easily =D Went shopping at Mid Valley with them and eat eat eat. Wanted to visit ah moon one, but really no enough time. *sorry ya*

At nitgh, elun + bb, Joyce + Daniel, Bredley + Adrian, Regene + (?) forgot the name, went clubing at Poppy. hehe... enjoy enjoy! As usual, this Joyce is ganas, Bredly is "womanly", Regene is pretty, and i'm the shortest!! *sian*

Whenever I go back KL, this bb for sure will make me real ANGRY!! Usually, i will tell him when to call me and wait for me. Ended up, he will make me WAIT and give me tons of reasons... *haiz... SUPER pissed*

Sunday, Jie fu drove my family to KL to attend ehui's convocation. The weather was real HOT, wait for her at KLCC for hours. Almost fainted... kekeke...

Here are some photos to share...

Thoo and Zhi Jun were playing at KLCC near the fountain.

my lovely Jiejie and I, she is "xing fu" lo, having 3 kids and a caring husband. *envy*

hoon hoon, elun & jie jie

Bought flowers for ehui, before giving to her, we caught quite a lot of shot using the flowers. kekeke... make full use of the flowers ma...

wow... see zhi jun so concentrate playing games using bb's handphone.

there you go, finally ehui is out!! 4 flowers of the family...

love this picture! all looks nice =)

my lovely family, love you all!!

big group photo, taken by a gal =D

balik kampung

I'm going back KL soon!! kekeke.. can't wait to fly back!! ops... don't misunderstand, not by flight but by coach =P

I got to go now.. tataaaaaaaaa... =D

sweet love <3

Yay yay!! my design was chosen and produced as fitted sheet and quilt cover for next season =D

I was inspired by my sis's daughter's dress. I like the dress color combination. So there i go!! =D

Support me wo friends!! Go get one in the store next season! kekeke... Don't ask me to buy for you wo... like that very "no face" one le =D

what's the point?

Visited a friend's blog yesterday which she published her blog add in friendster shoutout. Happened to click on it since I was damn bored. *kepo ma* Hm... all purple words with purple background. For me, purple is a myterious and dreamy color and I like purple but not her kind of purple. I find it not really comfortable for reading purposes. Anyway, it's just my personal thought, I'm not trying to offend anyone here =D

So... I read on... a blog post caught my attention, it's about friendship. She said her good friend betrayed her and snatched other's bf. The story was like few years back. No doubt, her way of writing is quite good but I think it's a bit too harsh for the particular girl. Think s lot of people knows who she is writing about lo. Ultimately, it's her freedom to write whatever she likes and she is now a "xing fu de nu ren". I see no point she is looking back and dig out the histories. Not letting go yet? Revenge? Or she was real hurt? hm... I don't know...

At times, looking at the positive side of heartbroken and betrayal, it made us grow stronger, also it added color in our life. Isn't it? We should thanks those who ever hurt us. THANK YOU!! Though, by the time we are in the downs, it's really hurtful and real hard for us to accept, get over it. But still, life goes on, we have to learn to LET GO... FORGIVE... I'm not good in it at all, I'm still learning. Who born to be an EQ expert, right? hehehe...

i need some excitements!!

I read this article from I weekly magazine, written by Joanne Pei. I found it is so true for our current situation. So i read the article to bb to hint hint him that i'm quite bored with our relationship. Hopefully he will bring me some new excitements. But but but... his reaction was disappointing!! He didn't take my word seriously le. Haiz... I'm very sian lo! Of course i got angry with his kiddy respond lo... I'm bored with everything now!! really...