new

In new environment... Everything seems new for me... Hopefully all things turn out smooth in this 3 months =) jia you!!

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be positive

year after year... am turning 28 real soon!! =(

I don't seem that I have achieved anything so far.

Still single, still blur, still looking for directions.

I must be positive in everything. Be happy... My friend said we should treat everyday like the very last day we live in this world, so that you will not be bothered by small little matter. I find it quite true. YES!! I must treasure things that I have in my life =)

happy 2009~

I wanna stay happy!! I wanna find back the long lost me!! I miss the old cheerful ME.

Learned quite a lot during 2008. It was a fruitful year i considered. Filled with upsss and downsss... It drove me crazy at times. But it was a "expensive" experience after all.

I'm stepping out from this extreme cycle. I need to grow, to explore... I wish 2009 would be a good year for all and me =)

waiting

Whole world is waiting for something special. Keep waiting and waiting. It's kind of irritating but nothing we can do. It's not up to us to decide nor say a single thing. =(

There are upsss and downsss in life lately. I'm learning to cope with it. I'm trying so hard, I don't know whether it's working or not? It's just like gambling. I really what's going to happen next. It's really unpredictable. Things are driving me crazy...

p/s: Got what we have waited. It's damn disappointing!! haiz...

blur blur

I start calling agent for a room. Due to some issues, we have to move from the current place. I hate moving around!! I want a home, which I can really stay without moving here and there. Since my college life, I have been moving for more than 6 times. This is the N time. Super sian lo... I want to settle down, I don't want to move here and there!

This evening, went to see a unit at Holland Village. The aunty so not friendly lo, restrict people o only wash cloths once a week, can not cook la, this and that la. Besides, the house also not nice. So don't think i will want to stay in such house with such owner. So have to continue searching... and searching... arhhhgggg!! hate it... Have to start all over again. Anyone can help?

After the viewing, went to buy ah po chap fan. I ordered rice and soup. The time i wanted to pay, then I find that I do not have cash!!! wah lao eh... so paiseh lo... *blushed blushed* I told aunty, I'm staying next block, can I come collect the rice later because I forgot to bring money. SUPER BLUR le!!! This aunty is different lo, she said, you don't have to purposely return me the money, pay me next time when you come. Think she remember me! hehehe... 2 aunty with totally different character =D So must remember to return ah po the money hor!! REMEMBER REMEMBER REMEMBER!!!!! DON"T BE SO BLUR CAN??!!!!!

复杂

刚刚从超级市场买了牙刷，面包，热狗和维它精。一个人走，一个人打包吃饭，一个人睡觉，真的有点不习惯。这些年来，都依赖着他，他会帮我打点日常生活的点点滴滴。东西用完了，他会补充；我饿了，他会打包给我吃。现在的我，什么都得靠自己，虽然不是很难，但这些过渡期有点不好受！

在想，我们到什么时候才能真正的放下对方呢？看回以前的照片，有好多好多的回忆，真的好不舍得。到现在还有那种很复杂的心情，是爱？还是一时的不习惯？为什么事情会变成这样？是不是每个人都会不舍得？这些问题总有一天会有答案吧。。。

。。。

好久没来留下些什么。。。

最近，事情变复杂了，我也不懂我是否太冲动了。做决定的是我，矛盾的也是我。毕竟在一起那么久了，说放下就能放下吗？不舍得但又可以怎么样呢？拖拖拉拉也不是办法。

他说我太任性了，他一直都在让我，包容我，疼我。我却没乖乖的。也许这个决定对你，对我都好吧！以后的事谁也没办法预言，就让时间去证明。

很多朋友都在勸我，为我感到可惜，我知道你们很关心我，为我好，真的谢谢你们啦！ 幸好有你们陪我 =D

我也不知道未来会是怎样，希望十年后的我不会后悔我现在所做的决定。

sky

took the pic from kitchen... Orangy sky... I like!!

confused...

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2008 company dinner

FYI, many leng luis in my company lo! =P I only upload pic which contents me! kekeke... *zi lian ma*

fun fun fun, lunch kaki they are!

Sab, Linda and elun... sticking together! =D

Pretty gals and 1 handsome boy

lunch kaki... Why is ling hiding behind?

red(Yen) in the dark!

my partner, kunny

design department, except Ling and Darren, nge nge wanna take with us... hehe...

uncle Richard and me

us again, keep taking pix!

Jason, Mike, Uncle Richard and me

my baobei, pretty & sexy right?! *muakzzz*

5 of us, newly group jie mei, the 38-est in the company i guess except me, kakaka...

yippieeee, but then... no lucky draw for this year, sian super!!!

again... US!!

big group photo, can spot me?


second round of the night...

We went Indo Chine for drinks, the night is still young ma

baobei n me =D

Sab, ling and me, we supposed to have ghost face!

sab, harry, ling, me, ade and linda